| Jan 21th, 2011 |
| Written by Rheys |
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It's a rainy Friday. Today I wear Grey-theme outfit not to be matched with the cloud or my mood, but because that's the first shirt I got in my rush time to go out and have no time to choose another outfit that need to be ironed first. Yes, I woke up very late this morning. The rainy morning really forces me to sleep too tight I guess. Even when I woke up I still thinking that it was still night because no sun shines through my window, only the cool air and the smooth sound of the rain drops play the music of nature.
Nothing really special today, just the same old weekdays routine but only I should go to the Auto Workshop first in the morning to pick Chyssy's front bumper that just being fixed and re-paint. It really glows so nice! Love it! I feel like loosing my passion lately. Feels so stress-up and really need my own time to relief my positive energy. I really feel lost it right now. So many things that I want (or need) to do. But, since I was just recover from appendix surgery, I don't think that I already can do those things in this short time. And this recovery time is really killing me!!!! Here is my want to (need to) do list (I may also call it my 2011 resolution): 1. Back to the ICE RINK!!!! It's my best place to soothe my emotion and feel fresh again. I really need to take the private lesson again and do some challenging moves on ice. I REALLY NEED IT!!! 2. Do something stupid with my best buddy, Nando!!! Yes, he really cheers me up!!! And I really need to do stupid things with him. Cause doing stupid things with him feels sooo good!! 3. Spend couple nights at the mountain I love mountain air! So refreshing!!! I want to go to that waterfall and feel the nature. It gives me great feeling that can't be explained. 4. Discover new places I'm very sure it will be fun!!! Have new experience and taking pictures of somewhere new. 5. Make my own research I really want to do research of something NEW, something CHALLENGING, something GREAT that involves my knowledge about anything. I want to use my above average competence of something that genuine my own research that can be very useful for others. Unfortunately, to reach this point I need a very private moment to think clearly and deeply about it. What I want to explore that no one has ever done it. It really hard but that the thing I want to do. Really want it! 6. Write a book till FINISH!!! Yes, it's really hard to finish what you have started. Especially in writing a book! I have capability, I have channel, and I must have willing to make it done!!! Whether it will be published or not at least I've done it till FINISH!!! 7. Write a bed time stories for babies and children This is one of my old passion that still can't be done! It needs a very creative mind and quality time to push my imagination create something interesting for babies and children. 8. Continue my draw comic self lesson It really not as easy as it seems!!! That's why I still can't finish it!! LOL. But my goal on Dec 2011, I should have finished at least 1 draft of comic!!!
Hopefully those MUST-do list on 2011 can be done!!! Well, IT MUST BE DONE!!! |