Viaggio in Islanda

I suddenly found this old b’day greeting card from my besties when I was in college. It was written on 2006. 5 years ago! My last b’day at campus.

After we graduate, we seem having our own separated lives. There is no our every day time anymore, we even very rare to meet up! I can’t remember when was our last time meetings. Yes, I miss them so much! I wish I could turn back the time. I miss those moment when I can spend my every day with my friends.

Talking about the past, I almost forgot how old I am now. I even really forgot it yesterday! I thought I was a year younger. And it makes me thinking. What I do now? What I have now? What I have reached? What’s my target in my age? Have I achieved it? What I really want? What’s my real interest? Why am I feel bored? Why life is fun no more? Where is the FUN gone? Is adult has no right to have fun? Why I have to live my life too seriously? Why my life is getting complicated? Am I the one who makes it complex? Where am I? Am I in the right way? Or I’ve missed the sign?

I already have positive answer for those question but still, sometimes I feel like ended in the dead end without satisfaction.

Maybe I’m crossing my 2nd metamorphosis moment since I haven’t really learn the ache of my 1st time. Yes, I’m still growing. My mental still growing looking the perfect way to bloom. And I haven’t bloom yet. No, before I can give something BIG for the WORLD!