Viaggio in Islanda

Hello again to all visitors of www.rheys.com!

I know I haven't touched of post anything here for quite too looooonggg time! No, its not because I'm too busy with work, but I just don't get that feeling to share anything even though I have thousands topics to share, especially the culinary posting! But anyway, I'm developing the other site of mine, www.sayangkucing.com, this one is full all about cats stuff! But it still under developing process, so if you visit it now, you can see the page but most of the post still empty. Hopefully I can finish it sooner.

What's been going with my life lately? Hmmm,, I will choose roller coaster as the reflection of what's been going in my life lately. I have those ups and downs extremely shocking yet entertaining. Love life, career life, besties life, pets life.... It all live actively complete in my days!

Now, Im standing here in the position where I don't even can explain clearly to myself where am I. I feel like on the top of joyful life but the fears suddenly attacks telling me if there is no such thing as a perfect happiness which I feel very close to perfect happy life now and start to worry what if that happiness I enjoy now will not last forever, or at least longer? Those negative thoughts really freaks me out!

I try to fight it. To keep my faith to GOD if everything has been planned and controlled by GOD which the end line must be the best part for me. I also know to reach that best part, great effort is needed. What I MUST do now is to be grateful and enjoy all the happiness I have now and stop worrying about things that is not happening now which can ruin my happiness! In fact, those lines easier to be typed then to be done.

Here I am... Fighting my fear! Yes I can. I know I can. I believe I CAN!!!