R.I.P - Lupy July 22, 2010

Written by Rheys

Thursday, 22 July 2010 12:15

It's been 12 days after Fugy passed away... Lupy health is rather worrying, Lupy got flu. But I already gave Lupy vitamins and decolgen for kids for the flu. Lupy grows a bit. Lupy loves to be hug by me and seems so confy. Lupy prefer to be feed by me than by other cat mother who just has a baby kitten who is willing to take care of Lupy as her baby kitten too. I love Lupy. Lupy always come near me and never stand so far from me.

Yesterday, I left Lupy at home at about 10:00 AM. Lupy still healthy and ate quite much breakfast. Lupy has milk bottle and soft Whiskas for kitten. I went home very late, so mommy got home first. At about 10:30 PM she called me and told me that Lupy has passed away!! I was so shocked and still trauma of loosing Fugy. Now I have to face the truth that Lupy has gone too. I can’t hold my tears from falling, and I’m still wondering why and how it could be???

If only I knew yesterday morning will be upy’s last day, I will choose not to go to office and leave Lupy at home. I’d rather stay at home with Lupy and take care of Lupy… But the destiny says different way… I have to face it and must accept it!

I have a thought about these serial death of my cats beside some people link it to the ‘mystic’ (if it’s true, I believe God never sleeps and one day somehow they will pay what they did), there is a lesson about letting go that I can learn. I see that, lately, well actually since I have an issue about trusting people, I realize that what my good friend says is so damn true that I’m so hard to let things go, to reach the level of “Ikhlas”. Losing one by one my fav cats it’s never easy to me, especially when they were gone in sudden. e.g Snowdy, Cledy, Jordy, Saddam, Fugy, and now Lupy. They were gone one by one suddenly got sick and died. Even for Saddam and Lupy is the worst coz they didn’t show any indication of sick. It’s the worst shock therapy. But I have no choice but to accept it and letting it go and move on with my life. Maybe I should start learn to let things go and these serial sadness will end soon. I have learned from my lesson, I hope I’m not only learning but also can implement that thought in real action. I really hope so…