Viaggio in Islanda

I've been through all the good and bad times... Being such a sweet kind angel to a very bad cruella devil... I've reached the point where I can see all through and decide where my end is... I chose the right track for my end. Surprisingly, to keep myself into that right track is never be easy. There always temptation comes along and pull me back to the fake happiness. It's so easy to get in to that evil track and it feels so good to stay in. But I must struggle to get myself back to the right track where my end supposed to be.

There are still many things I should have done. Sometimes, I feel like trapped in my own game. Which at first, I thought it's so easy to win my own game. Because I'm the one who create it, so I'm the one who knows everything in detail. But in fact, the other players are much better than me. I must fight them and beat them all. To beat them is not as easy as it seems. Coz it doesn't only need courage, but also smart mind to take the right action at the perfect time. Once I miss, the falling door is open and it will be so hard to be closed again.

I admit it. The falling door is already open. It's not that wide, but still I need an extra energy to make it close and locked! I'm still working for it... and will never give up as a looser. I am not a loser. I was born to be the winner. Not only for my own game, but also for any game that I'm involved.